last chance

This is my last chance to be silent. Everyone wants me to fuck off so I guess I will. Its not going to lead anywhere except them just being happy I'm gone. Ive gone too far for there to be anything to come back too. There's not world now where anything I desire comes out of any actions I take in this scenario. There's times when not giving up is the cowardly thing to do. Let go and drift off into the lonely dark abyss, alone for everyone's sake. Some souls arent meant to concide near others. I tried to modify myself to fit in instead of waiting for my spot, and now i'll never fit in any puzzle. 

fuck sakes

Goddammit. 

who the fuck knows anymore

Im not okay but i will be. But will my friends take me back?